Last time
That I'm ever gonna come back
This is the last time
I will fall into a place that fails us all inside
To see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears they come
See all comeI want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
Will you find out who you are too late to change?
And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
But fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time
The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back, down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
This is the last time that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see
Lift me up just lift me up don't make a sound
And let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
See all comeyou say your all right
But I get the strangest feelingthat you've gone away
Will you find out who you are too late to change?
Will I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
Are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
Are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
If I want to give in
Give it up and then
Take a breath make it deep
Cause it might be the last one you get
Close to you, so far away
A rented room, an empty space
Sirens bleeding through the open door
Movie scene in black and white
The snow falls down alone tonight
Headshot at 1:32 AM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Totally Beat...
My Catch Were Totally Shity
Missed Out On So Many Giants
Nearly Got Myself 3 Hound Needlefish
And One Trevally
My Total Catch
Anchor Tuskfish
Diamond Wrasse
Silver Biddy
Sergeant Major
Fan-Bellied Leatherjacket
White Shouldered Whiptail
And My Uncle Gave Me This As Fish Bait
Its Called Red Egg Crab
Feeling Under The Weather Now...
Body's Burning
And The Weather Now Is Like Totally F***ed Up
Played With This Cat The Other Day
And It Sneezed On Me
Guess That's How I Got My Flu
Headshot at 11:26 AM
Friday, March 27, 2009
Hmm, Went To Catch A Movie With Diyana
Went To Watch "Confessions Of A Shopaholic"
Overall Quite Nice
Drop Dead Hilarious On Certain Scenes
Lol, Maybe I Ain't Much Of A Shopaholic
That's Why I Never Felt Any Impact From The Movie
I Usually Save Lots Of Cash In My Drawer
And Spend Very Little Of It
Hahas But I Sure Know Who Which Of My
Shopaholic Friends To Watch The Movie.
Man...
Just Read Yahoo News
Study Shows White Meat Healthier Than Red
Red Meat Raises Death Risk
OH GREAT... I Love Red Meat
Especially Those Rare Cooked Ones
Hey Does That Deduct My Lifespan, JESUS ?
Wait A Minute, Didn't Romans Eat Beef Too?
Watched
Taboo, From OKTO
Man... There's A Group From United State
Drink Their Own Urine For Health Purposes
YUCK ! I Know Urine Looks Really Yummy
But Don't The Smell Turn You Off COMPLETELY ?
May I Recommend A New Product Called
ORGANIC FOOD ? Instead Of Drinking Urine ? Ewww
And There Was The One Kidney Island In The Philipines
DO YOU KNOW :
"Philipines Actually Legalise The Sale Of Human Organs ?"
And They Documented A UN Servant
Buying A Kidney For US$19 000
Cool If I Pay US$19 000 For A Kidney
Can I Get A Slave For Like A Million ?
That's CRAP !
Well... I'm Totally Fine With Organs Trade
IF ! Jesus Created Us With Ten Thousand Kidneys
So If One Fails There's Always Still 9999 Spare Ones
I Don't Mind Selling A Thousand Of Them Off
If I Have That Many
I'm So Dead Bored !
Totally Rotting At Home
No One To Company Me To Fish
Had To Make Occasional Trips To
Offshore Islands To Help Me Fend Off
This Week That Reek Of Boredom
And I'm Feeling That The Duty Of Aquaculture
Is So So So Not Right,
Alright I Live In A Place Called Khatib Located
At The Northern Centre Of Singapore
And My School Is At Simei, Few Kilometres
From Changi Airport, At The End Of The East
See The Distance ?
I Don't See Why, I Have To Travel All The Way
From Khatib To Simei Just To
Feed 4 Little Tiny Bloody Fishes
Clean Their Little Fishy Tanks
If There's More Of Them I Don't Mind
I Got Like 2 Big Bully Fishes
And Two Juveniles Fishes Growing To Be Giants
At My House, Tiny Fishes Just Ain't My Thing
CHAIRPERSON, DO SOMETHING !
Oh Ya...
Hey Titus If You're Reading This
That Bubblebee Goby You Gave Me Is Dead
PS Yar ? My Guess Is That It's Trashed
By That Tilapia Kiddo I Added In.
Alright Ending Here
Gotta Get Some Rest
Needa Wake Up At 6am Tomorrow.
CIAOS
Headshot at 12:05 AM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Tomorrow With Uncle
Tied My Rigs,
Polished My Equips,
Readied My Set
All Set To Haul.
Lazarus HERE I COME ! Again...
Headshot at 11:34 PM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
What a skeletal wreck of man this is
Translucent flesh and feeble bones
The kind of temple where the
whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones
Running rampant with free thought to free form,
in the free in the clear
And the matters at hand are shelled out
like lint at a laundry mat to sift and focus
On the bigger...better...now...
We all have a little sin that needs venting
Virtues for the rending and laws
and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office
Do you know whats your post entails?
Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve?
Wind down inside atavistic galore
The value of a summer spent and a winter earned
For the rest of us there is always Sunday
The day of the week that reeks of rest
but all we do is catch our breaths
So we can wade naked into the bloody pool
And place our hand on the big black book
To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers
A vacation is a countdown
minus your life and counting
Time to drag your tongue across the sugarcube
and hope you get a taste
Say, you're me and I'm you
and they all watch the things we do
And like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs
Haven't felt like this in years
The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse
Let me go and plunge me into the dead spot again
That's where you go when there's no one else around
Its just you, and there was never anyone to begin with,
now was there?
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards
with there thumb on the pulse and a finger on the trigger
Classified my ass, that's a fucking secret and you know it
Government is another way to say...better...than...you...
Its like ice but no pick, a murder charge that wont stick
It's like a whole other world where you can smell the food
but you cant touch the silverware...what luck
Fascism you can vote for...isn't that sweet
And were all gonna die some day,
cause that's the American way
And I've drunk to much and said to little
When your gaffer taped in the middle,
say a prayer, say a phrase, get yourself together and...
See whats happening
Remember..You're a wreck
An accident, forget the freak you re just nature
Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean,
shit snort and blaspheme
Let the heads cool and the engine run
Because in then end everything we do...
Is just everything we've done
Headshot at 11:50 AM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
THIS SATURDAY
ANYONE INTERESTED ?
$15 For Ferry Fare
Ferry Leaving From Marina South Pier At 9am
Returning At 3.45pm
Headshot at 12:44 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009
But This Is My Vent Of Anger
Since We're Not Even Close
Or Had Conversation Of Any
And Still Think I Used To Trust You
And Speak Good Of You
You MOTHER FUCKER !
Now Now... What Shall I Teach ?
What Shall I Prepare ?
What Shall I Do ?
Is It Gonna Be A He ?
Or Is It Gonna A She ?
This Sudden Load Of Responsibility
Stress...
Pissed...
Angry...
Excited... At The Same Time
Mixed Feelings
Thirst For Justice
If, I Had A Gun, I'll Blow A Hole
Inbetween That MOTHER FUCKER's Penis
I Curse, That He Shall Never Have Another Offspring
I Curse, That His Linage To End
I Curse, That His Family To Be Laden With Financial Difficulties
I Curse, That His Lancer To Blow Up In Flames
I CURSE ! I CURSE ! I CURSE !
DIE ! MOTHER FUCKER ! DIE !
DIE ! MOTHER FUCKER ! DIE !
DIE ! MOTHER FUCKER ! DIE !
May Heaven Place Curses Over You
For What You Did
You Commited The Worst Of Sins
You Unresponsible Despicable Bastard
What Difference Do You Have
From The Dogs From The Streets
Being An Uncle This Young Just Aint Fun
And Its All Your Fault B ASTARD !
Headshot at 12:48 AM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Started Out Yesterday With A Lorry Ride
To Bugis And Had Breakfast,
Then To Marina South Pier
St.John Island.
The Island Was Really Cool
Water Was Clear
You Could Even See Fishes Swimming
On Some Occasions
Best Of All, You Never Know What You'll Get
Random Fishes.
But The Seaweeds There Was Super Irritating
Robbing Off My Baits And Harvesting My Rigs
Snapped Around 4 Rigs When I Was Fishing On The Rocks
So I Went Down To The Sandy Shore And Fish
Picked Seashells Along The Way
And The Were Those Hermit Crabs That You
See Sold At Aquariums
Picked Afew And Rob Them Off Their Shells
First Catch Of The Day; Spanish Flag Snapper
Chocolate Hind A.K.A Indian Grouper
After Getting A Spanish Flag Snapper And Two Chocolate Hind
I Packed Up And Went For Lunch
Regretted Spending Like 3 Hours On The Rocks
Getting Nothing. Waste Time, Waste Line, Waste Hooks
Ever Wondered How Hermit Crabs Look Like
Without Their Shell ?
Believe It Anot, The Long Yellow Thing
That Look Like The Ass Of The Crab
Makes Wonderful Fishing Bait For Streak Spinefoot
It Gets Them To A Feeding Frenzy
And Take The Bait Whole
After Lunch I Went Fishing Again
Caught A Anchor Tuskfish
But Didnt Take A Photo Of It
Cause It's Texture Was Like, YUCK !
Spend My Last Remaining Baits On The Jetty
Caught Two Streaked Spinefoot On Prawns
And Caught Another Two On The Yellow Hermit Thing
The Last Two Interval Was Less Than 5 Minutes
While The First Two Was Like 15 Minutes.
Day's Total Catch
Shells Picked
My Uncle's Friend Gave Me A Mud Crab
To Bring Home, Cute Eh ?
Looks Better On The Dish
And My Mom Cooked It For Supper
Huge Pincer The Crab Have
3 Fingers Thick
And It Taste Delicious
Headshot at 5:30 PM